Better

I haven't washed my hair in two weeks
Been getting mental health texts from my friends to check if I'm alright
They never show this shit in movies

So I say yes but it's a lie, I'm not alright, I'm not alright, I'm feeling low low low, low low low, low low low, I know know know

I don't belong here
I'm having a hard time
Stuck on the bathroom floor, when I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
I can do better, I can be better than this
I can do better, I can be better than this

My friends are worried 'bout my clothes, it's just a ?
I have to force myself to eat and sleep and brush my teeth at night
I know, that I won't, I won't remember how to be
A human, I'm useless, I can't do anything I'm low low low, I know know know

I don't belong here
I'm having a hard time
Stuck on the bathroom floor, when I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
I can do better, I can be better than this
I can do better, I can be better than this

I don't belong here
I'm having a hard time
Stuck on the bathroom floor, and I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
It's all a nightmare
I'm losing it big time
Been on this hamster wheel for the last four years
And I'm fucking tired!
I can do better, I can be better than this
I can do better, I can be better than this